STDY WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Salam n ii 2 everyone. starting this week, its already stdy week for me.. T.T.. feel very dissapointed loh. exam is njz around the corner. so many things need to cover. TITAS, Intitusi2 Islam, Material Engineering, Thermodynamics, Engineering Mathematics, and Mass Balance.. there are all subject that will kill me for the exam. hopefully i can survive. haha. need to succes this time. hopefully better than sem 1. need to stdy hard. remember that SAFAR!!!!.. everyone: pray for my success

SETTLE!!!!!!!!

salam n ii to evryone. today feel little bit tired. goning to KMPh to visit my brothers there. there i found some my old frenz n my lecturer. but i dindt speaks to them coz i think they dont still remember me. hehe.. after that going to Kuantan to buy smthng coz im going back to UTM tomorrow n will face exam next week. so need to ready mentally and physically. now i think my mentally is 100% ready xcept for stdy. about others things, i already settle it and i really hepi coz already settle all my problems. yeah. i really not expect anything the answer for my problem. i jz want to settle it. LIFE MUST GO ON RYTE? Let by gone be by gone. so now the only things that not settle is my exam.. my mind and hearts now can relax. nothing to thinks about. jz need to fokus on my stdy.. EXAM!!!! i will face it confidentlly. hopefully. to everone: plz pray for me to face exam yeah....

at home

salam n ii 2 everyone. now i already at home. jz arrive at 4 a.m this morning n wake up at 7 a.m.. T T. so tired. sleepless. jz 3 hour sleep for today. how could it enough? if at matrik, it is common for me to sleep jz 3 hours. but now??? hahaha. not anymore. haha. today jz do the common thing that i do at home. Watch tv, play game, eat n hang out with my frenz. tomorrow need to go to town to settle a little bit things n monday already go back to UTM.. wah. time is running so fast. im not prepare yt for the exam loh.. T T.. haiz.. at the end of april, my frenz ask to go out to Langkawi. so fun. im never been there. i really hope its fun. now jz one things in my mind.. want to relax and settle all my problems. but how? im jz express my feeling. at last. after a few years now its already settle. now jz wait for the answer.. (^_^)

Friday event

salam n ii 2 everyone. jz think to write the blog coz now i hv nothing to do. jz wait until 8.30 pm to go back to kuantan. hv a lot of thing to settle there. today very boring day. coz all my frenz already back to their home yesterday and this morning. jz me n my roomate that didnt go back. so boring... i dont do anything specific today. wake up at 11 a.m, play game, on9 and then go to pray. and today i found my old frenz, Azim. he is my frenz n classmate at matrik. a long2 time didnt see him. but nothing change on both of us. i think.. haha. he also will finish exam at 19/4 same with me loh. arghh.. talk about exam, i really2 need to stdy hard at stdy week especially 4 Material engg. subject. this subject for me really difficult. much2 more difficult than thermo n mass balance. but for my other frenz they say thermo is difficult than material.. dunno which one is true. but i really need to stdy 4 this particular subject. exam..exam.. haha. i only hv 2 prob that didnt solve yet. examination n my personal prob. arghh.. really2 hope exam will finish early. about my personal prob. i dun think it can solve early. maybe it will take 2@3@4 to solve or might be it cannot solve. i know the only solution for my prob is i jz need to xpress my feelling. ut i dunno why i cnnt talk about that. others think im a very straight person, dont afraid of anything to speak out. but for this time, i give up. i realiza that i cnnt jz speak out bcoz i afraid i will lose it. T T.. dunno what should i do.? any opinion perhaps??

Everything settle

salam n ii 2 evryone. today is the day that i wait most the whole sem. today, officially all the learning process is finish n next week study week is start. today i submit assignment mass balance n also do TITAS's presentation.. Alhamdulillah all go well. But today also feel tired. had to go to class at 8 a.m and then back at 12.45 and go back to faculty at 1.00 to prepare for presentation.. so tired loh. but smthng that i think quite funny happens. my frenz (UTM) say my face is same like my frenz(KMPH).. hahaha.. i think that funny. coz for me nothing common on both of us. instead we r also different gender. so how come we are look alike?? funny ryte? but the weird thing is my other frenz(UTM) also say that.. hahahaha. so weird loh. hahaha. dun want to talk about that.. haha. tonight i still feel tired coz at eve i play futsal with my frenz n now really2 tired. hahaha and also all my frenz already go home. jz me n a few frenz.. so sad. i will back to home tomorrow.. haha.. cnnt wait 4 that

frenz n best frenz

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs. best Friend: calls your parents dad and mom. Friend: has never seen you cry Best friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home Friend: asks you to write down your number. Best friend: they ask you for their number (cuz they can''t remember it) Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back. Best friend: has a closet full of your stuffFriend: only knows a few things about you Best friend:could write a biography on your life story Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing Best friend: will always go with you Friend: would delete this letter Best friend: will send this back to me and all of their online buddies

last week

salam n ii to everyone. this week is the last week for the sem 2 sesion 2009/2010. next week already stdy week loh..=(.. so scary. with the exam's time table that look very cruel, how im gonna score this time??? arghhh.. rilex2.. this week also hopefully i can bought a motorcycle. thx to my bro. yesterday i sleep at 4 a.m and now at 10 a.m, im already awake to fill co-curiculum form.. hah.. so sad and sleepy loh. so many things to do at short time. i really2 hope this week can finish early coz i wanna rilex.. this week really2 gonna to kill me loh. with mass balance assingment, TITAS's presentation and many more. hopefully i can survive for this week.. haha. GAMBATEH!!!

problems

salam n ii to evryone. tonight feel little bit tired after the whole day read my frenz blog.. haha. so tired to translate all the chinese word to the english word. but its worthy. i think she can be a very succefull writer one day. hehe^^.. after read her blog, its my turn to write my blog loh. even though dunno what to write this time. stdy week is jz one week left and my final exam is jz around the corner.. did i prepare?? not yet.. haha. this time i want to improve my result than 1st sem. i think i can do it prefer to my test result. it still ok xcept for material engineering.. i dunno why i cannt get a good result in subject that relate to physics.. i understand the subject and i can do exercise well but when its come to exam.. whatever it is, i will fight until the end. i believe Allah is always with me and there is nothing can be done except with His permission. hopefully He will gave
me a succes this time. haha.. but frankly i dunno i can focus on my stdy or not. busy on9, assingment, my personal problems (hehe).. hopefully i can manage to solve all of that but personal problem maybe its take a long time to solve. arghhhh.. tension to think about that but like my frenz say im good in hidden my feeling@ my problem.. hahaha. hopefull nobody will know the problem i faced.. hopefully. to all my frenz: plz wish me luck in the exam ok... like she always say GAMBATEH!!!

new blog

salam. starting now im will write my blog in english @ in malay( proper languange). maybe some of u wondering why im doing like this. bcoz there is a frenz of mine that want to readd my blog but unfortunately she can understand malay(improper languange) well. so i decide to write my blog in english coz everyone can read in english ryte. no matter u r good enough or not but u still can read in english. today im jz blogging coz dunno what should i do. so boring. jz on9 but nobody on9 too with me. i think my life now is more happier than b4 but still im confius in one thing. im wondering when the problem will solve. one more thing i had problem is about xpressing my feeling ( not love,. ok) , jz ordinary feeling toward my frenz. how to suppose i xpress my feeling to my frenz and how im going to guest what my frenz's feeling toward me? another frenz of mine say that if im not xpress my feeling ASAP, he afraid im gonna crazy. haha. but there is some true in what he saying. is it im want to see things im wanted so much gone in front of my eyes and can i face it?? stil be a question to me.. haha

chemex

salam. mlm nie aku baru je lepas dinner untk CHEMEX @ chemical engineering expose.. penat lah gak dinner nie tp enjoy. kiteorg dinner kat new york hotel. ok la dinner nie. tgk sume org dress up baek giler. haha. aku sempoi je. pakai kot pkai bow tie. simple. aku pn dpt top 3 dlm pencalonan king of the night. ok lah.. haha.. x arap sgt pn nk menang.. haha. even aku hepi tp dlm aku ade rase cket kebingungan.. haha. pasal ape? ade lah. aku mmg x leh nk lupe kan mende nie. tu yg wat aku kecewa cket. aku try lupe kn dye tp setiap kali aku bkak fb @ ym, aku mesti teringt kat mende tu.. cmne lh nk lupekn mende tu ye. aku akan try& teru try smpai boleh. kalo x leh, mmg nasib aku lh jwb nye. tp bgus gak.. haha

tapak

salam.. ari aku saje2 je nk tulis coz bosan x taw nk wat pe. pape pn aku nk kongsi yg aku nie hepi sgt2 2 hari lepas. ha.. aku dah dpt apeng aku nk. aku dah jumpe tapak umah aku.. insyAlllah tapak tu baik sgt2. aku jz perlukan sedikit mase untk wat umah aku n mungkin sedikit nasib. haha. pape pn aku dah kembali jadi spt mase aku kat mtrx. cume yg beza nye dulu aku yang terima tapak, tapi skang nie aku yg sndiri cari tapak tu. mngkn lebih bermakna bile kita berusaha nk dptkan tapak tu.. insyAllah. doakan aku untk bina umah idaman aku sndiri ye dlm masa 3 taun lagi aku target umah aku tu dah cyap. tapi kalo x leh mmg kene extend la @ terus x jadi bina umah tu.. so plz pray for me

ketentuan

salam.. ari nie aku penat giler. ade dua discussion yg mewakili dua assingment yg kene wat. Titas& Mass balance. titas nk kene anta minggu nie.. mmg penat. tp alhamdulillah, dah beres sume discussion. and x penat pn. tu lah ketentuan Allah. lagi satu sesuatu t'jadi mase aku discussion td. aku kn penah cite tntng aku nk bina umah.. aku kata dulu aku dah ade tapak yg baik. tp td mmbuat aku pikir balik, btol ke aku dah ade tapak yg baik or jz aku nk sedapkn ati aku??? bila aku pikir2 balik td, aku ingt nk wat lah tapak baru@ baikkn tapak lama, tp ketentuan Allah, aku x dpt. so x taw la tu petanda supaya aku xyah bina umah baru and jz stay kat umah lama or something else.. really confius.. tp aku yakin dgn Qada' dan Qadar Allah. Dia Maha Mengetahui ape yg baik untk aku. so aku tekadkn matlamat aku untk redha je dgn ketentuan Dia. pasti Dia akan beri yg terbaik pada aku. samada umah lama@ umah baru@ umah lain. InsyAllah...

idup aku.

salam. kali nie aku nk cite psal idup aku skang nie. skang aku blaja kat utm skudai ambek corse chemical engineering. tp bakn pasal tu yg aku nk cite.. xde mende best pn nk cite psal tu. yg aku nk cite skang ialah psal mslh aku.. aku saje je nk cite kat cnie, bkan nk mntk pndpt sape2 pn jz nk luahkan ape yg terbuku di hati.. tp cam bese lah, mslh tu aku x kan bgtaw ape dye.. ok ape yg aku nk cite cume aku sakng duk kat utm tapi aku still x dpt nk lupekan mase aku kat mtrk. aku cube lupekan segala2 nye( ok x lah sume).. tp aku try nk lupekan tp ntah lah. aku xleh. xtaw nape. mngkn aku feel agi kot utm nie n aku x dpt agi ape yg aku nk kat utm nie. tp aku tkut aku tetap x leh nk lupekan mtrx even aku dah dpt. 6t org kata aku zalim lak. tp aku pn xtaw ape lah yg best sgt mtrx tu smpai aku jadi gnie. mngkn sbb first tyme aku kot. tp xde lah first tyme sgt. dulu kat sekolah ade gak tp x lah cam nie skali. frankly aku ckp kat mtrx mmg first tyme aku rapat camtu skali.. mmg xleh byangkan lah rapat aku tu cmne. aku tgk sorg pn mmbr2 aku ka mtrx ke @ kat u ke rpt cam ape yg aku wat. maybe tu sbb nye. tp aku skang dah jauh ngan mtrx tu. lebih kurg 380 km tu pn kalo kat gmbang. kalo kat umah agi jauh. tp yg peliknya utm nie duk kat depan mata tp still aku xleh lupekan mtrx. yg aku takutkn skali aku dpt jumpe persamaan antaya mtrx ngan u. aku tkut 6t aku suke kat u bkan sbb u sndiri tp pengaruh dari mtrx. aku xnak b'laku zalim. 6t aku x dpt cita2 aku yg plng besar. Ya Allah bntu lah hambaMu ini, ya Allah

rumah

salam. skang nie aku dah ade kat UTM. bru je balik dari rumah. bile sebut psal umah, aku dah dpt analogi terbaek utk masalh aku.. analogi nye ialah spt aku nk bina umah. nk bina umah nie aku bahagikn kpd 4 stage. 1st utk cari tapak utk umah tu kn.. tnpe tapak x mngkin dpt bina umah. yer la kat mana nk bina umah tnpe tapak umah tu kan.. x kan kat atas langit lak. xkan umah tergantung kan. pas dpt tapak, kite kene lh lukis pelan umah. step nie antara yg t'pnting coz kalo clap lukis, umah leh jadi x stabil and then mngkin runtuh. xke nyesal 6t. pas lukis pelan, satge ke 3 ialah bina umah tu.. ha yg nie lh paling pntg dari sume2 stage. dan stage nie lah yg plng bnyk kene gune tenaga. kene cari batu bata lah. cmne nk naikkn tiang lah, mcm2 agi lh.. btoi x. stage nie yg plng pntg. kalo dpt stage nie, then alhamdulillah lah. sume keje dah selesai. stage yg keempat ialah utk cat umah tu. baru lah cntik umah tu kan dgn warne yg kita suke. baru kita hepi duk kat ctu.. kalo ikut analogi nie, aku skang dah lat stage 2 yknie lukis plan. payah gak nk lukis plan nie. dapat tapak pn syukur dah. Allah bnyk bantu aku utk dpt tapak nie. skang tapak aku dh dapat and aku rasa tapak nie yg paling best skali lah. skang nie nk lukis plan. aku nie x reti sgt bab lukis2 nie. cmne lah agaknye lukisan aku 6t.. arap2 jadi lh ye.. kawan2, doakan aku ye... 6t kalo aku dah cyap lukis paln tu aku bgtaw korg.. haha... salam

gambar

salam.. kali nie kali kedua aku tulis blog ari nie.. x taw nk wat pe.. bosan giler kot.. ape yg aku nk tulis ialah aku nk luahkn kegembiraan aku je.. haha( x1000000).. ambek ko.. bnyk sgt gelak.. aku pn x taw la nape.. tp nie sume coz 1 gmbr nie.. gmbr nie mmbuatkn aku gmbire sgt2 lah ari nie.. haha.. aku rase gmbire sgt dgn gmbar tu.. mase ngah tulis blog nie pn aku maseh agi tgk gmbr tu.. haha.. gmbr tu mmg amat2 menarik bg aku... arghhhh.. bile aku leh dpt gmbr tu.. ari nie saje dah x leh bilang bape kali aku tgk gmbr tu.. haha.. giler tul la aku nie... sori la bnyk2 ye coz aku x leh attach gmbr tu coz gmbr tu bkan kepunyaan aku n aku tkut 6t leh mmbawa kpd fitnah.haha.. aku kene rhsia kan gmbr nie dari sesape pn.. xleh gtaw org laen..haha.. aku x penah jadi xcited camnie skali seumur idup aku.. kali nie xtaw nape.. haha.. mngkn payah sgt kot nk dpt, sbb tu xcited giler2 bile dpt.. haha.. sekali lagi aku telah menatap gambar itu.. aku x dpt nk kawal diri aku dari tgk gmbar tu.. ape kene lah ngan aku nie..haha.. ok lah nk chow dlu.. dah lewat sgt nie..