new blog

salam. starting now im will write my blog in english @ in malay( proper languange). maybe some of u wondering why im doing like this. bcoz there is a frenz of mine that want to readd my blog but unfortunately she can understand malay(improper languange) well. so i decide to write my blog in english coz everyone can read in english ryte. no matter u r good enough or not but u still can read in english. today im jz blogging coz dunno what should i do. so boring. jz on9 but nobody on9 too with me. i think my life now is more happier than b4 but still im confius in one thing. im wondering when the problem will solve. one more thing i had problem is about xpressing my feeling ( not love,. ok) , jz ordinary feeling toward my frenz. how to suppose i xpress my feeling to my frenz and how im going to guest what my frenz's feeling toward me? another frenz of mine say that if im not xpress my feeling ASAP, he afraid im gonna crazy. haha. but there is some true in what he saying. is it im want to see things im wanted so much gone in front of my eyes and can i face it?? stil be a question to me.. haha